I think its so lovely that you have cooper at home with you. I love that you turn on his mobile each morning. Cooper will never be alone. He will comfort you & warm your heart forever. I imagine that its hard now to think of his memorys as warming your heart, but he is your child & all children are created to warm our hearts. Be sure to tell all his future brothers & sisters about him. Make him a part of your life, just as you would if he was still here with you.

Massive Hugs to you & your DH. Hold on to Cooper as long as you want him with you. Don;t feel as though you have to take him to his garden before you are ready.