Thanks everyone for your kind words, it really does help, reading others stories and seeing pictures of other beautiful angels also helps, thankyou for your story Tracey, i felt very sad for your loss while reading, *hugs*,

i will also be going for the follow up on Wednesday coming up, and i will probably come home and update here with whatever answers i get, i am also wondering if theres certain questions i should ask the doctor i see? is there anything you asked that helped you get answers? I only have a few questions to ask, but im feeling like i need more, but dont know what to ask, some of the questions ive come up with:

(sorry if tmi)
Is everything ok down there?
Am i able to conceive again?
When can we start again? (for future reference)
Will i get better care next time?
Could Roman have survived?
Why was my first app at 19 weeks?
What was the answers to the tests on the placenta/cord?
Did i have gest diabetes?
Whats my sugar levels now?
ask for a full rundown on what happened in detail
ask for a referral to counselling etc..

If you have any great questions i should ask, it would help greatly.

I also got my period the other day, on the 10th June, but im wondering if it is definitely a period, as i bled from 2-3 weeks after birth, and its been a couple of weeks since that stopped, but i wonder if the same bleeding has started again... or if it is def a period, because i have no idea, and i do hope its a period, although atm i hate seeing the sight of blood coming from down there, because i should still be pregnant!

Even though it was bad circumstances, i am glad i found a great support forum online to come to and talk, read and grieve with others

I'm very sorry for all of your losses, and wish i could help you all in some way too xo

Also, Rachel, i had a look at your website for your darling daughter, Maddison, and she was so beautiful! she looks very similar to Roman, so that did help seeing a beautiful girl that lookslike him, you have some very nice photos of her and your family, where did u get some of the name photos done? it looks very creative.

Thanks to everyone again, and i will check back often and read other stories and try and support others.