Hi there,

I am so so sorry for the loss of your precious son.. Let me tell you everything you are feeling is completely normal.. It has been 6 months since the death of my twins (24wkers, survived for 12 days) and it's only now I can be in social situations with other mums and bubs without feeling the raw grief and jealousy.. It does get better though with time and talking about it however you feel comfortable will help. I love to talk and will tell anyone who will listen, but my partner prefers not too.. It can be hard, grieving so differently, but I have found so much support on the net and through support meetings.. I would love to write more but I am in a rush, I just couldn't read and run though.. Take care. Also wanted to add you are very brave to tell your story..