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[AngelRomansMum]

Also wondering if others feel this way...

Its hard seeing other pregnant women and newborns, i guess part of it is jealousy, and i do feel guilty for not being happy for these women, but i just cant handle it, when i see them, i have to walk in another direction/exit the shop etc.. because it really pees me off, and sometimes i feel like why should i have to put up with seeing this when i go out,

i know i cant avoid it, and i know they are just thrilled to be pregnant and having a little one, i dont like the ones that wear very tight clothes though to the point where its way to noticable, and i know its not their fault how i feel and that their just happy to show off their baby bump. Is it wrong for me to feel this way? Even when stupid baby ads/pregnancy come on tv it triggers something, reading the newspaper and magazines i just keep saying "this is rediculous, theres no way to escape it at all!"

I've also had to tell a pregnant friend that i cant be around her or talk to her for a long while, because i cant deal with it, (shes more an acquaintance) i had to tell her over facebook because she was updating news every few minutes on how shes feeling etc.. and that shes finding out the sex soon... and she didnt take it well that i was going to take her off my account for awhile... i feel a little guilty for it but i felt it was right for me to do.

Aswell as this, i really dont like when i see women with their children and their so frustrated with them and disinterested, because i would do anything to be a mum right now, and seeing parents complaining about their children to their friends, it really sends my blood boiling, i know that parenting must be hard and such with little children of course, but i feel some parents really take their children for granted and complain too much, is it wrong to think like that? does anyone else feel this way? like sometimes i feel like telling them what ive been through and that they are lucky to have a happy & healthy kid.