Labour- I went to all of the classes available while I was pregnant so I would be well prepared. Yet, when my water broke I freaked out and forgot all of the techniques to calm myself down. Being frekaed out slowed my labor by 8 hours. I wish I would have tuned into being more calm.

Birth- Immediately afterwaards I felt bad because I was so tired I wasnt as enthusiastic as I had hoped for when she came out. I just remember being so exhausted. I loved her with every inch of my being and I felt kind of let down. Yet, I cant expect to be jumping for joy after giving birth. I just wanted her to fall asleep in my arms with me.