I too am very pleaesd to see this thread open yeah. And huge Thanks Murraycod for sending me the link as I wouldn't have found it otherwise so massive mmmwwwwaaaaahh.

Sevie my last night was similar to yours (but it wasn't my EDD) I too work as a midwife. I am going to write about my shift elsewhere as I don't think this is the right thread to do so (as it involves loss) it can be so difficult working in middy and questioning why it hasn't been easier for us when it seems to be so easy for others. I am so sorry about the loss of your precious bub and so glad you found us.

Murraycod I am praying bub is nesting in and you have lots of little snowbubs. Sounds like you should have a number. FX

Well most know my story but for those who don't we have been ttc 2years officially (unofficially 1yr prior to that but I was BF and AF didn't return for part of that and then I weaned DD and got into it much more seriously) we had a very early loss (the day after AF was due, I wouldn't have known if the POAS wasn't positive) 3months into officially ttc, then 9months later I finally fell pregnant again only to have another loss at 5.5weeks (took 2weeks to bleed and they thought it was possibly PUL) then by some miracle I fell pregnant 3months after that in June 09 but that time the pregnancy was definately ectopic and I lost my right tube. Its now been coming up to a year and I haven't been pregnant since. During my surgery they discovered I had endo and PID which was a huge shock as to my knowledge I hadn't had any risk factors to get it. My remaining tube is damaged by adhesions although opened and DH has sperm issues. This is suppose to be our last month ttc naturally (we were only going to for 6months before IVF but DH got cold feet at the end so we pushing it back a few months) but now we are only weeks from starting I have no idea what is happening and I feel very unprepared and not ready to start now. I am thinking I should even wait another month before starting the pill. Now its me stalling I don't know what has come over me. I actually think its my weight which I can't budge. I am concerned I am too fat for it to work but when I start a diet it only lasts a day or two before I am looking for comfort food. Arrr thats basically my story.

Ferrals, Sunbeam, Porshe, Alice and crafty. So nice to see you and praying this thread is stacked with BFP's in no time.