yeah i wanted to go for it, but i myself decided that it was best to wait.......we had to decide what had to come first and even though i so desperately want another baby, we also have to have a roof over our heads as well, and to bring a new baby into our crappy house wouldn;t be fair.......so the house, and dh's job come first, then the baby.....plus i'm also thinking of working out at the RAFF base as well to get more fund together and build our nest egg up again, so when i do have to leave we will have the money put away, also being out there i will get maternity leave, which is a plus these days.......it seems everyone in laidley these days is either having a baby or just had one, i have days when i come home in tears because thats all i want......enough of me.....cheers kiya