I'm not sure what I write and even if I can.
To all the girls in the first tri, sorry I just can't go there at the moment.
I had my first ob appointment yesterday. They did an internal scan and almost immediately I knew that something wasn't right. Nothing on the screen was moving and the dr said "This is not what it's supposed to look like". I was meant to be 10 weeks 2 days. Baby had no heartbeat and measured only 8-9 weeks.
I know the dr said that it is common and there is no reason, but why??? Why so much pain, and why us? That must sound so selfish but I am in such shock at the moment and can't imagine this pain ever going.
I have to have a curette on Thursday.
How do I move on????