Once again my absoloute sincerest thanks for all your thoughts. You don't know how much they mean.

Nikki - we can get through this together with all the support here and from our families. I am thinking of you too. I go through phases of thinking 'what if the dr got it wrong?' but I know that is totally irrational. No heart beat and the size. I keep thinking that I am about to wake up from a terrible nightmare and it will be yesterday morning and I will be thinking about my appt later in the day. No such luck.