Thanks again everyone.
Well another day. Honestly I think I can say that today is a little better. Might not stay that way, but so far I am feeling ok. I just really want tomorrow to be over. Thankfully I am up first thing so this time tomorrow it should be over. Then we can just look forward again. DH and I have decided that we both want to start trying straight away again. The ob said that it would be fine too. Guess my cycle will probably be all out of whack but we will just wait and see what happens.
I am sorry that my story relives alot of pain for other people too. Pukeko you are so right though, the best help is speaking to people who have experience this themselves. My mum and sister who are both interstate keep asking if I want them to come and visit. To be honest at the moment I really don't want them too. Although I know that they are sad too, they don't really know how it feels and I know that both of them find it hard to know what to say.
Tomorrow will be tough and Friday probably more so. But I really think that looking forward is what we all need to do.
I'm going to start joining you girls in TTC after miscarriage and loss forum. Your support has meant so much to both of us.