Hi Soph,

If you need to talk, cry, scream, or anything, just let me know? I so totally understand your pain. If everything is making you cry, that is probably a good thing: let it all out. And I believe that crying a lot helps speed up the grief process.

I'm glad my little Olivia gives you some hope. Our TTC journey was a long and painful one. 3 years of trying, a horrible loss, so much emotional heartache. And after our loss it was our first instinct just to try and get pregnant again straight away. My OB made a good point, though, and that was "whilst physically you may be in great shape, you need to wait until you are both emotionally ready before you start trying again."

We waited 8 months before trying again, and I am glad we waited that long, as it really gave me a chance to deal with the grief of our loss.

Needless to say I still think about my little angle every day, and it is a cruel cruel way to lose a baby: I felt like our furure had been stolen from us.

But I promise you the pain does lessen and you will amaze yourself at your inner strenghth over the next few weeks.

Again, If you need to talk, cry, scream, or anything, just let me know?

Take care,