Hi Girls - joining in here if it's ok.....I just suffered my 2nd early miscarriage in as many months, I'm 38, I have an almost 2 year old and desperately trying to give her a sibling before the darn body clock ticks over any more. I'm struggling with this one more than the first, I guess I never thought it would happen to me, I'm healthy and people tell me I don't look my age (not that that means anything I guess) and I fell within 3 months after going off the pill after 20 years with my daughter so expected it to be easy again. I'm seeing a fert specialist next month, due to my age after 6 months of trying they tend you recommend it, I think it might be a luteal phase defect as I track my cycles and have always only had an average of 11 days which is borderline anyway, but the last few months I've been getting AF after only 23 days, with a few days spotting first, as I ovulate on day 12 that's not so good. Just sick of everyone around me getting pregnant, all my mums group friends are all pregnant again, of course they're all younger than me but some of them got pregnant first go and weren't even fussed if it took 6 months. So unfair. Anyway, I hope we can all start to get some BFP's soon, we deserve it. I haven't read to catch-up everyone's posts yet but Dantri re the feeling different after a miscarriage, I actually have felt that way after having my daughter, I had an emergency c-section so not sure if that's had something to do with it but ever since I find tampons really irritating and only use them occasionally which sucks really as I hate wearing pads. Perhaps it's in our minds, who knows.