ha ha yes Pacrak I think I would frrrrreak if I fell with twins at my age (38), yikes! She said she cried all day at the shock but is happy with the idea now. I'm so sorry about your horsie, that is a very long time to have a pet, my heart bleeds for you, I know when my boy goes I'm going to be devastated, they are a big part of your life. The only way I can console is by saying that it was better to have them for that long than not at all and what a wonderful life they had with us. I hope your other horsie gets over his fretting for his mate soon too. How long do horses normally live for generally? As for you I hope AF stays away, perhaps your horsie that passed can come back as a new life for you (hope that doesn't sound weird but you know what I mean. xx