I just wanted to pop in and recognize that today was my angels EDD. Reading through my posts, it seems like a lifetime ago that I felt that way. I knew today was coming up ofcorse but I really had no idea how I was going to feel when it arrived. I mentioned to DP what today is and he said "oh well, we've got Henry now" - he's due in 9 weeks and ofcorse I am thrilled but he certainly doesnt replace our lost one. I still miss the first, wonder who he/she was and wish we had a chance to meet. I think DP just meant for me to not dwell on what we cannot change and focus instead on the joy that we do have. Its a weird day.