:frown: last week i gave birth to my son at 21 weeks yesterday i buried him, my partner carried his tiny coffin to his grave and we among family and friends listened to his tiny story read out by the minister, i think im ok but i like to talk about it, my partners buried himself further into drugs feels angry and takes it out on me, he says he doesnt blame me but it sure feels like it, we decided against an autopsy but allowed an mri so we may never know what happened to our little boy that we named jesse. i feel like i cant rely on fmily to talk about it when i want, which i have to admit is frequently, i feel like im being pushed into penting it up, mostly i think because i appear to be coping well, where as my partner isnt so everybody wants to help and talk to him, even my mum shes my mum she should be more interseted in me, hes got ten million family members around and ive got my mum my dad and my aunt any ways now im just whingeing, would love to meet up with other mums in tasmania who have been through a similiar tradgedy !!!!