Bella,
I am so sorry to hear of the loss of your son-- I can not imagine how heart breaking it must have been to birth him.
You are definitely in the right place here-- there are so many amazing and inspiring women here to talk to. The girls on the TTC after m/c and loss and Preg after m/c and loss threads have been my saviours.
You have every right to talk about your pregnancy and your son-- it DID happen. It is usually only the discomfort of others that stops us talking openly about our losses. You are amongst friends here. WELCOME.
I will be thinking of you and your DH.

Hope xoxo