Bella,

I know how hard it is. Believe me, I have been there, the same as you. Only my hubby shows NO emoition hasnt talked about it, and has even refused to go to see a grief counsellor over it - not becuase I though he needed it - but for me. It is a hard line to draw - to show no emotion - like my hubby - or to be the one who grieves? I would suggest you seek professional counselling as I know it helped me.