Yep Dusty, With you there hun.

My little angels don't often make it into converstation. When I spoke to a dr about it when I was bleeding with lots of clots he basically said that I was never pg, to which I responded that AF was unusual and I had multiple positive HPT's the day before. Being so early though the quantitive hCG had already taken a drop and was below the level the lab determines as being pg. It was 5.

My GP was much more supportive the following month. I had taken Em for an appointment a couple of days before AF was due, and told her that I had a faint positive and she asked if I would like her to do a test, and I said that I would rather wait untl AF was late considering the last month's experience. She said that she hoped it wasn't another CP and was hoping to see me in a few days. The next appointment we had was in the days before we moved and I told her that it had been another CP, and she agreed with me.

My MW for the sticky one counted both of my CPs in my record. I felt validated that a hospital were recognising them, and not giving the same attitude that the ER doctor for the first one had.

Please know hun that a loss is a loss, and each one has left a tiny footprint on your heart. I thought of my 1st angel last week, on what would have been my EDD, and I know I will probably think of my second angel in a few weeks time, on my other EDD. Just because they are not among us does not mean that their lives have no meaning, they have made an impact on your life, and that deserves recognition.

Fly free little Angels, but know you are never forgotten.