Why cant life ever just go smoothly? Grrrr ok so last night i had my mind made up, i'd move out (i had no idea where to but i was going to go) now i dont know...
Geoff (Lyla's Daddy) spends hardly any time with her as it is and i dont want her to miss out on having a dad because i leave...
He told me to stay here so he could help with her and he is never here when i need him and when he is here he's on the computer or has friends over... Last night i tried to get him to see from my point of view, that i feel that i'm doing this all by myself and his excuse was its cos i breastfeeddoesn't mean he cant burp her, change her bum, spend time with her when she's awake etc. but he cant cos he's always out or on the computer...
i think he just doesnt really want the responsibility... but i cant do EVERYTHING ALL the time... If you know what i mean... ok rant over
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