I am sitting here nodding frantically while I read your postings... I had my second m/c 6 weeks ago at 10 weeks both times. I feel completely alone as no one within my family or network of friends have experienced anything like this and no one knows what to say to me - in fact they behave really uncomfortable around the subject - especially those who have children as they visibly feel guilty to have been "fortunate". I have often day dreamed about some of my friends having similar problems so that I wouldnt feel so alone and so much like a "freak"... but then I feel so incredibly guilty as I wouldnt wish this on anyone. I just hate feeling like I'm the only one and I keep wondering "why me?"... what have I done "wrong" - am I being somehow punished for previous bad things I may have done... I know it sounds crazy but I dont know how to make peace with what has happened .... I am so scared about trying again and the fear of it happening a third time... or even worse the fear that we may never be able to have our little baby. This possibility just seems so incredibly horrible I cant even contemplate it.

Anyway I suppose forums like this can help people who feel alone after these experiences... I'm glad it exists, as its the only thing giving me some comfort and hope at the moment.