Huge Hugs Hun......... What your dealing with is what we will all eventually deal with........ the "will it happen again" ..... we all understand and we are all here for you. I was discussing the possibility when I was in the 2ww with DH. I said to him..... I just wouldnt cope if it happened again, his response.... while blunt... was apt..... I wont put it how he did but basically.... the chance is always there and its a chance we take by TTC. I thought about it for a while and decided..... If you had asked me 6 months ago whether I would cope loosing a baby..... or for me two at once..... I would have said a huge NO WAY. But yet here I am 2 months later and I wake up every day and live my life every day. The absolute bottom line is that it is all ONE DAY AT A TIME. Enjoy and love every second you have with your baby. If it was me I would be chatting away to it continually, loving and living every precious moment. I know only to well that it could end tomorrow but I also know...... having a son who is 19 next month..... it can always just continue to which I just continue to love and live each precious moment.

Its all just ONE DAY AT A TIME hun. Dont allow your fear to take over those moments.... those days.:hugs:

I keep missing saying hello to everyone else because I keep thinking about what Starrysky and Nickster are dealing with....... SO.... HUGE HELLO to everyone....