Thankyou guys for being so wonderful! I still dont feel 100% about being in the paml threads just yet, I have been posting, cant even bring myself to say hello to the belly buddies group....I think thats just tempting fate.
have another docs appt on wed, so will let you all know whats going on after that.
on a happy note, I think my morning (night, allday!) sickness is finally kicking in and I have been feeling very unwell, and I couldnt be happier!!

I have really been trying not to think about it but my first bubs edd is coming up, on the 5th looks like another emotional doctors visit!
Good luck everyone, sprinkling some more around, hope it helps!
xxx