hey girls!
you were all very busy overnight. I have just been called into work earlier so had to pop on before i went!Luckily it is just 10 mins up the road!
Thank you all for sharing in my (weird) happiness re: birth certificate. I wrote it because for those of you who have had later losses i thought you may be able to do the same thing with your next babies certificates when ordered. I just wrote his name and gestational age then stillborn in the spot about previous children and they included him! so with your next baby certificate you should all def try to get your angels name on it! I think it has also semi helped in "closure" not that it is closure but i hope you all know what i mean as last night i really began to think about ttc. Depending where i am at and what they say to me at monash maybe dec we will try as i want to get to a natropath and go go on my folate again for about 2-3 months beforehand....ok, maybe that will the extent of my convo on that topic as i have just got teary!
mrs robbo -man, you put a HUGE smile on my face with your "picture me right now doing that black woman thing with my hand and saying don't make me come over there and whoop your skinny white ass now girl friend" - thank-you for starting my morning off with that! (even though it was strong advice to cindee -i just loved the way you put it!!!!) I love that we feel so comfortable with each other that we can go stern if ness! Because we care!!
hammi - I would make the time for you! next time....
cindee -2am!!!! please take care ok! Don't burn yourself out!!!
hgirs -you are not being silly - everything has much more meaning to us now!and we do tend to second guess everything! A holiday whichever way it comes will be good for you!
whichever stage of prep you are at! katie has been on trips galore it seems (to me anyway!) and look where she is now!
sue - hope you are ok and feeling good about all of love for you to stay with us!!!
rozzie -dh came home last night and said we have been invited to a party this sat. Only prob is that a couple who lost their baby on the same day we lost jack (they were 10 weeks) are preg again and have already been into work to show off her new belly (just before we lost madison) and i still don't think they know that we was preg or that we have lost another baby. I told dh i don't think i can go even tho the hosts are being really thoughtful about my emotions at this time -i don't think i could face her belly right now or having to explain why my emotions will be out of wack. its so bloody hard and it sucks that we are out in these positions after all we have been through already! I am happy for them and that things are going well for them this time - i just don't need to do the explaining. Take care of you, ok!!!! Do what you need to to look after yourself!
katie - i'll facebook you later re: your ob!
ok, have to go! i will, be late for work! argh!!!! hi to all i have missed!
have a great day! x jo