Thanks Trish for your kind and encouraging words. I just find that talking with you beautiful ladies helps me so much. You are the only ones that understand me, know my pain, and feel my heartache.

Today Cooper is 2 months old. I am trying to be strong and keep myself busy today. I am going to buy a frame for his birth certificate and put it on the wall for all to see because I am proud of him and want his birth to be recognised. I don't want people to forget.

I just can't believe it has been 2 months. It feels like 2 days, although like you all said early on, you learn to live with the pain. I think I am slowly learning. It still hurts so much but I am trying to manage it.

I hope that my angel is watching over me and gives me the strength to accept the results I get tomorrow................ forever in my heart and dreams, I love you Cooper.