Dear Lynn: Every day is hard I know but it is particularly hard on days like these. I know how 2 months feels like a lifetime ago and a heartbeat ago at the same time. You should be proud of Cooper's birth certficate because you gave him the gift of birth like any other mother. I hope today is a calm day for you and that as the sun rises tomorrow, no matter what the results are, you can look up at the morning sun feel the love that Cooper has for you and his Dad. :hugs: to you sweetie.

Dream: Wow what an eventful holiday! I am impressed but the snake wrangling!!! Good luck with TTC this month, I hope the acupuncture does the trick.

Baby Amore: your support group sounds wonderful. I guess all that anyone wants is to tell their story in a safe and supportive environment around people who understand every word they speak. Thanks for the kind words about being UTD. I am not really up to announcing it formally yet, want to wait for my first scan in 16 sleeps.

Well we had the most wonderful time on the Harbour last night. I was such a fantastic introduction to Sydney. I managed to avoid the continual offers of Bubbly, Red and soft cheeses by saying that I have high Blood Pressure at the moment and the Doctor has told me no alcohol or salty food. Well it is partly true so it wasn't a lie. We didn't end up getting back to the marina until 9.30pm and by the time we got home I felt more relaxed then I have in a very long time. I am a bit bummed today though, DH just left and although we are used to being apart, this is the first time since losing Harrison so I don't know how I'll be. Anyway I am keeping myself busy today, I am doing some washing, going to the gym, do the grocery shopping and then it will be time for a nanna nap.

I hope everyone, especially you Lynn are having an ok day.

Huge :hugs: to everyone

Love Spring.

PS, If anyone is interested in the Sydney Catch Up I have started a separate thread.

PPS, Has anyone heard from Flowerchild? I am starting to get worried, wasn't she due back ages ago?