Dory, I had Amelia's anniversary in my diary for Tuesday and will light a candle for her, you and your family. I have been thinking about you approaching this day and understanding that the lead up is often the worst. Whatever you decide to do and whenever you do it, will be perfect. I have decided with me to lay of on the deadlines...it takes some pressure off and i can do things in my own time.
Dory, i will think of Amelia with you on that day. It will be 2 days before the anniversary of when we found out DD was sick and dying. I feel the date of her birth approaching too and the pressure to have something planned. I know i will do something early, late or on time. I will do something.

CMV is Cytomeglovirus...or something to that effect. Similar to glandular and from the same family as your herpes time viruses like chicken pox and shingles. The word herpes makes me cringe. Not good but i will get through it.

Thinking of you all.xoxo