Ok, just need to vent!!!

I want to be involved in what is going on with my body, so I am interested to know what my hormone levels are and what that means - I didn't think this was too much to ask!!! I just feel like I was so naive with my first pregnancy because I thought everything was ok, so I just want to know what is going on and have as much knowledge as possible.

Anyway..........I called the clinic this morning to see if they are doing a scan tomorrow when I have a BT. They said no I am not booked in. They will see what my levels are like and then my FS will decide if I need a scan. So I asked what my levels were. She started asking me why I was being monitored and said that my FS knows my levels and will let me know when i need to do an u/s or have another BT. Surely it is my right to know what my levels are and to have an understanding of what levels are considered low or what levels I need for o????????????????????????? She finally gave me my levels and of course they don't really mean anything to me although she said that you need an estrogen level of about 600 for o and I was at 83 on Saturday so pretty low. But I feel like I need to know this information.

Then I asked if they have clinics in Qld because we are thinking about going away in April to visit DH's brother. I explained that I didn't want to be away if I couldn't be tested and her answer was I'm sure we could do something - WTF does that mean!!!!! So now I don't know whether I should book the flights or not! Someone help! Deb do you know if I can be tested somewhere in QLD. We will be on the gold coast. I am pretty positive that I will be UTD by April, but I just want to be prepared!