My Story

[AngelRomansMum]

Thankyou again for the replys, and sorry for the losses, i wish we all had different outcomes *hugs* xo

I'm glad what im feeling is normal, i know that when i get pregnant again, ill be more aware of others around who may have these same feelings, and if i notice it, i'll understand.

I also hope i get the answers to the questions, but you never know what their going to say, i think im going to feel sick waiting before they call my name out coz i am a very anxious type of person when it comes to results.

Rachel, i think its great that you wrote up a list of things to do for other families!, you are a great inspiration and thinker, i wish all hospitals had that list, and i wish i had done a couple of things on that list..also thanks for the links

Lisa, im also sad that you got a first app at 19wks, its not right to get an app this late, i thought this hospital i went to would have been good because im about 10mins away, they may be local/close but not good quality, im happy to hear with your next pregnancy you got better care!

I'm also glad to hear of good experiences at the group meetings, i dont think im ready for that yet though, but for you that have you are brave and im glad its working for you x

Beata, i understand the blaming completely, because i do question what i could have done different, i am reminded by others theres nothing i could have changed, but i do wonder if i could have got an earlier app and saved him, at 20wks losing hurts so much,because your starting to make plans and getting the attachment with the kicking, and the baby bump just starting to grow, and become noticeable, i feel your pain *hugs*

Thankyou everyone again xx, i will keep updating here as much as i can.