Oh absolutely, I wasn't trying to say you need something to take away that ache, cos I know all too well that there is nothing that can change it. I was just thinking that if you felt more yourself while you were away that maybe there was something you can do now that you're home to get that feeling back? Although I suppose you see the things at home that will happen when you have your baby, the bedroom it will have, places it can play etc. So really not much you can do is there.

:hugs: