Hmmm...I totally understand ur frustration. Everything in ur life is perfect other than having a baby to complete it. I guess that is where me & DH are different. We still have a very new house and are still working on the yard so that is keeping me going for now. I think by this time next yr if I'm not even pregnant I will be starting to lose it. As u said u shouldn't have to bottle up ur emotions for everyone else's sake. If you feel down don't hold it all in as it really isn't healthy. Just know that we are all here for u!

Ciao for now :-)