Hey Lil chookie,
Know how you feel about wanting something so bad that nothing compares!!!
They say that patience and suffering makes us stronger and helps us appreciate things more. That is the positive side! I feel like you too! Cant imagine a life without a baby ... and want it so so so bad! Just like all of us here on BB!!!
Think of the times in your life where perhaps you found it really difficult and managed to get through! My gorgeous DH lived overseas when I met him and it seemed so impossible for us to make our lives work! But after many years we got there and are together and have a wonderful life together ... and now another hurdle. Perhaps break it down to one step at a time! I was really scared about the whole IVF thing and went through all the emotions you did! And now here I am about to jump on the roller coaster! That's what makes life so exciting!!
Good luck with it all and hope to see you on the journey!
Take care
Mon