Punkin our little ones are the same angel age, Niki would have been 7 months ON Christmas day 25th. Gosh when it rains it pours doesn't it. I am so sorry about you an d your husband separating - I don't know how I would have gone without DH during this time - Mind you we had gone pretty close to separating a few times the past months.
I will light a candle for you and ask that you are looked after during this difficult time, I just don't know what to say ....
Hey Punkin, sending you big hugs hun. I'm so sorry for the loss of your baby, it must be awful to wonder how you'd be spending it if your little one was here.
I'm also really sorry for your seperation...I'm sending you lots of cyber strenght to get you thru chrissy, don't be afraid to have a good cry, we all need it sometimes.
Morning ladies,just wanted to pop in and see how everyone is?
Lisa-My DH and I would love to get a portrait tatoo of our son,but i have a fear of someone stuffing it up,how bad would that be! but i would still be game,lol. Hope your well,hun.
Baeta,Nae,Hi ya How are you both going? Hope you are both doing ok,i have to run,my Aunt has called in.
Punkin,just quickly,sending big your way too,hope you are ok. Catch you all soon.
Love to all,catch up later girls..........visitors await!!!!
Susan, having a better day today, had my first of many "Christmas Do's" last night for work and it was ok, I was called a scrooge once when I said I wasn't looking forward to it this year but the comment was quickly retracked when the person remembered what I have been through this year
It was nice actually a number of people were very supportive about the New year and I know there will be a lot of love and ultra sticky vibes for me and future bub when we start our journey again in the NY.
I have been gradually feeling better, not looking forward to the family visit coz mum has been really down but she is also still going through "the change" I have brought her a special little something even though we are doing "couples" presents this year I may just pop it in the post and send it to her as an early gift. Hopefully it will cheer her up.
Sorry, I've been having computer trouble since yesterday and just got back on now.
Nay, I'm so glad you've overcome your next hurdle of going to a xmas do. I'm very proud of you even if you really weren't in the mood...It's always good to make an effort. Luckily our work doesn't really have one ( anymore ), so I don't have to spread the cheer half heartedly....
I hope you can cheer up your mum, it must be hard for her too. You've lost your precious little daughter, but she's also lost a granddaughter as well. Mum mum is feeling the same too, not looking forward to xmas this year and keeps wondering what it would be like if Josh was still arriving in February.....
I had to make he decorate her tree, but only ofter I made her help me decorate mine....
Susan, hope you're doing OK hun. I think a tatoo is a nice idea. Don't worry that it might not turn out OK, I'm sure that is will, and there's a lot of good tatooists around.
Hey Punkin and Lisa, sending you lots of hugs, hope you're both doning well
Just a quick update on my fibroid girls. Went yesterday to my radiologist app. and it turns out the fibroid is DEAD. Yeepee !!!!! What good news ! Apparently, the blood supply is cut off and it's begining to shrink. It's such a bittersweet feeling though. I keep thinking that having Joshua has killed my fibroid, but what a price to pay for my beautiful angel. My friend at work said that maybe that was his purpose, to kill the fibroid so it's dealt with and maybe he'll come back to me again....another time.
My OB still wants to cut it out ( only when it shrinks a bit ) so hopefully in a few months I can do my frozen blast transfer. No drugs this time, yey !!!!!
Wishing you all good spirits and sending you lots and lots of love and hugs
Forgot to mention - Tattoos are a great way to remember your little ones. I am in the process (actually have one just have to get it done) of getting an little butterfly on the back of my neck with some scroll work and get Niki's name put underneath.
I already have 5 so another isn't an issue its just actually getting into the shop to get it done
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our little ones are the same angel age, Niki would have been 7 months ON Christmas day 25th. Gosh when it rains it pours doesn't it. I am so sorry about you an d your husband separating - I don't know how I would have gone without DH during this time - Mind you we had gone pretty close to separating a few times the past months.
but i would still be game,lol. Hope your well,hun.
What good news ! Apparently, the blood supply is cut off and it's begining to shrink. It's such a bittersweet feeling though. I keep thinking that having Joshua has killed my fibroid, but what a price to pay for my beautiful angel. My friend at work said that maybe that was his purpose, to kill the fibroid so it's dealt with and maybe he'll come back to me again....another time.
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