Freya - that's full on. It's the whole unknown there, I guess. The knowledge that you can have a healthy pregnancy and baby - if it can be done, then why do you have to go through all the other stuff! It's not fair. I get jealous when I hear about people who flourish when pregnant, who just go with it. I hope I can be that person, but I doubt it. I have my fingers crossed that when your DH comes home, everything clicks into place for you.

I'm healthy, bit heavier than I'd like to be, but I think I'm in an okayish range. I don't drink coffee, rarely drink alcohol, am not on any medications. Never have been. Biggest vice is I don't eat enough fruit. But I feel like for some reason my body isn't equipped properly to just hang on and do what it's supposed to do for nine months.

Just one more baby....one more.