Freya - wow... yes I agree with Pac, full on I hope your body sorts itself out, and when your husband returns from overseas a beautiful, easy, sticky, surprise awaits you. Ahh that would be just heavenly, woudln't it? That is so sweet, for you to say that you think of me often. I feel like such a neglectful BB member. I've never actively looked in this section of the forum until recently, all of you beautiful women in here who have been doing it so hard, and I haven't cared to even look Yet when I needed you all the most, there you were, supporting me then, and still now. I'm so sorry for my absense, I really do support all of you and hope nothing but the best for you all. Freya, strange question, but were you once known by a different username? I'm just trying to piece my thinking together, Anne??? Excuse me if i''m mistaken x

Pak, my god I hate it to. I have so many friends who announce their pregnancy to the world within ours of a BFP. I just wish I could be so carefree. Its just not fair. And they cruise through their pregnancies, not a stress, not a worry - just a beautiful journey, as it should be. From the very first moment we see a gorgeous second line, we do nothing but stress. And you know what?? I can only imagine how bad that is for our growing human But Pak, please, please do not blame yourself. There is nothing you could have done to prevent it. As much as I hate hearing this myself, it really was just meant to be. Keep your chin up high, you are an amazing woman, you will have another, healthy, beautiful baby, okay? We may even be bellybuddies together