Just wanted to let you know, I read you story about losing your precious bub, and wanted to say how well I think you are doing, and how positive you are being: good on you!
I really know how tough it is: when I read your original post it was like reading exactly about my own experience a few years ago: I fell pregnant after 18 months of TTC in May 2002 and on July 19th 2002, at 13 weeks pregnant, went for our NT scan, and there was my beautiful baby on the screen with with no heartbeat, measuring about 8/9 weeks. As you can imagine, it was the worst day of my life ever and I can still feel the pain & heartache, and I think I always will.
It took me an awful long time and a certain amount of "shoving my head in the sand" to get better. Like you, I joined another Australain web forum but it didn't really give me the support I needed.
Luckily, when I was finally ready to TTC again I found Belly Belly and the support here is amazing. I decided not to "dwell" on our past loss and to start TTCing with "fresh eyes" so I hung around the TTC boards only.......in those early days there were only 2 of us TTC! (Me and KelliD)
Luckily Belly Belly is a very fertile site, and it was only 2 months before both me and KelliD were pregnant! So I hope that it only takes you a short while to become pregnant again, and that you soon have the family you want.
As you can see from my sig, I now have a 4.5 month old little baby girl: Olivia, who we love to the end of the earth and back. After our pain back in July 2002 I never believed I could be this happy or fulfilled, so Iwanted to share this with you so that you can draw some strength and hope from it?
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