Thank you Thank you Thank you everyone for sharing your stories, it has really help me to put things into perspective and I am trying to find a way how I can go on. As I expected, AF arrived with a vengence this afternoon, I am trying not to let this get me down, and am trying to look for the positives in this, I have a wonderful loving DH, we are financially secure to keep trying with IVF, work is endlessly supportive, I stimulate well and this cycle I managed to grow 3 beautful blasts (not getting to blast was one of my biggest fears).

So I will take some time out to work on myself and will be back in the New Year (hopefully feeling positive if just for my sanity sake). Thank you once again for your thoughts and kind words, I really appreciate it. Love and best wishes xxx