Thanks for the warm welcome ladies and to all those familiar ones: BW, TL, BG, Nic and Shann. So glad to hear all is going well with your PGs.
Looking forward to getting to know the rest of you and thanks for your tips. I think once I go for scan it will feel more real. I did another HPT this morning - just to get rid of the last one and was so nice to savour the 2 lines!!! Have at least made it further than last time, so already that is a good sign.
nix - hope the spotting goes away and is nothing to worry about. that would do my head in too.
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Hi everyone. I am absolutely devastated. There was no heartbeat today, our darling baby has died. I can't describe the heartache I am feeling, the absolute loss. I can't imagine starting IVF all over again. I cant think much of anything except our sweet baby is gone...I loved it already. Now I either have to wait for a miscarriage or have a curette.
I am lost
sending love to our beautiful angel, who stopped growing at 8 weeks.
Nixon- I hope all's OK with you..glad the spotting stopped
Last edited by Possums; October 17th, 2008 at 01:24 PM.
i'm so sorry Possums - take your time to grieve hunny, and only move forward when you are ready to - don't let anyone tell you what time you should take - this is a heartbreaking and very personal grief
Oh Possums my heart aches for you and DH i am so incredibly sorry for the loss of your beautiful little baby. We are all thinking of you, look after yourself.
Oh Possums my lovely. I'm so so sorry. I just don't know what to say....
It will not mean anything now, but you are strong and you have a lot of love to give. You will pick yourself up again when you are ready and you have had time to grieve. You will continue on because that's what we do - us women of the LTTTC. But you need to first allow yourself to scream and shout and cry and get angry and be sad. Try to take care of yourself while you do whatever it is you need to do to be ok.
I'm having a good old cry for you. I'll be thinking of you the next few days. If you need someone to talk to please let me know.
We are all thinking of you, look after yourself. 
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