I would love some affection as I love a snuggle but my DH just won't give me any "free" cuddles. He always tries to sneak a hand down my pants or under my shirt, I feel like I'm 16 all over again, I mean really, we're not teenagers! We can't go to counselling as we have no support here in Melbourne so there is know one to look after the children so I feel pretty trapped and resigned to the fact that eventually he will leave and I'll go home and my children will grow up without a full time father. I know I'm rambling and I know I'm off track and I know I've totally hijacked this thread but I'm in a very very lonely place right now.