OH Hun, I am so sorry that you feel this way. Trust me when I say that one day you will look back and wonder how you can think these things.

I was the opposite though, I was wanting the girl and got 3 very gorgeous boys before getting my princess.

Your baby needs you as her mother, you are the one that has been chosen to do such a job. Your little girl will love you like no other can, and soon enough you too will feel the same for her.

Huge hugs to you sweety.

BTW, welcome to BellyBelly