ashleajayne - my sister was pressured into a termination almost 3 years ago now and she thinks i just had a baby to make her feel bad why i would do that i dont know but that's what she thinks...

And just letting everyone know, i'm moving in with my dad until i find a place of my own, i wont have access to the net for a while though so yeah... Am really scared that me leaving is going to cause Geoff not to spend any time with Lyla though, i feel like i'm taking her away from him... I just dont know what the right thing to do in this situation is. I dont think there really is a "right thing" but i'm pretty sure this is as close as i'll get