Hi Girls,

Teagz, I'm not sure when Jayvan's EDD is, but just wanted to let you know that I'm thinking of you and sending you massive hugs hun. I hope the day is as gentle and peaceful to you as possible

Dee, I pray that you get that BFP soon hun, I wish you all the very best in TTC. I know it's a very bumpy road, but I know it will be well worth it in the end

Cheryl, I had about 7 weeks off work after I lost Joshua, and often during those weeks I wondered if I would go back at all. One of my best friends who I work with told me recently that she didn't think I would come back. I almost didn't.
I don't know what it was but I really struggled to face up to everyone at work. I have been there for 15 years, and know everyone well. At the time, I guess I felt that I not only let myself down, but them as well. My psychologist didn't think I was ready to go back after 7 weeks, but I was starting to get a bit bored, so I went back. It was really hard, but after a few days I was OK. Take all the time you need, and go back when you're ready. I want to also wish you all the very best in TTC, I hope you get your miracle very soon

Rozzie, I'm glad you've had a nice day on Edward's first birthday. I know it would have been very emotional for you

Megan, I pray there is a little bubbie for you at the end of your 2WW, I'm sending you loads of sticky vibes and baby dust hun

To all our mummas in waiting, all the best with your pg and please remember to take it easy everyone .

To all our new mummas, I hope all is going well with your beautiful bubs

Well, AFM, I feel I need to take some time off BB for a while. For the last couple of weeks I've been feeling quite emotional and going back over a lot of things when I was pg with Joshua. I've just completed his little album by adding a few photos of when I was pg with him, it is now complete.

I will still check up on all of you, but not sure if I'll have the energy to post. I will be however, eagerly watching out for those beautiful and exciting BFP! Teagz, Megan, Lan, Cheryl, Dee I'm praying for all of you girls, sending you all the stickiest baby vibes I can muster!!!

I will let you know when my transfer is in June, keep your fingers and toes crossed for me girls.

Love always
Beata xxx