hi!
i'm gonna cut right to the chase!
barbara - you have no idea how happy i am to see your post. (and i don't mean that to be insensitive in light of your post subject -i really hope you understand what i mean!)
I was hoping you would come back and i am glad you have! i really want to send you a bucketload of hugs for your ultrasound also! There are so many pluses still on your side right now so please hang onto that hope right there!i really hope the ultrasound gives you a gorgeous view of your baby "evie" (which i LOVE by the way!) and puts your mind in a much more peaceful place. I am glad your docs are monitering your levels also so you know where you are at. I am the same, still scared to hope to much but i am reaching a point that i really have to believe in this baby i am carrying and what it means for our family. we are here to support you at anytime, lurk if you wish but vent if your need to also! take care and lets both practise those positive vibes huh?!?
katie - you know that work girl - well the saga of guessing continues! Last night apparently she said to my mgr (who knows) as i was in the car behind, so do you know if jo is pregnant yet. Worse was that another girl from work was in there and asked why she thought i was pregnant? so she begins the list and my mgr just goes if you want to know just ask and she was saying that she could'nt do that and the other girl was like she is too skinny, shes not showing. and so the dectitive work continues. So now i have deecided to keep it a secret as long as my belly decided to be on my side with that!As for the DH advice, true about mothers day so thank-you for that. For me this pregnancy is no different or any less exciting than my others so i have the expectation for him to be the same i guess. i still find every moment amazing, (in my nervousness and even the annoying peeing 3 x a night) and i still trawl preg websites for updates and pictures etc. It could be my first or 20th child and it would not change the experience for me. So i think that is my line of thinking, i will talk to him tho.
hey to everyone else -sorry for lack of personals!
xxjo