hi ladies I haven't been around in a long time. i just posted this in the Preg thread but want to put it here too.

As for me things have been crazy. i have been lurking quite a bit. just not ready to write. i thought things were going so well. my progesterone had started to go up after taking prometrium and i was feeling good, just exhausted. this is such a wonderful website for so many women. since i got pregnant 3 women have had miscarriages. it totally freaked me out. i also had apotting and lots of discharge (sorry TMI) for awhile. then i got busy b/c i was on my cousin's wedding last weekend. he got married at a casino a couple of hours away so DH and I made it into a mini vacation. on the ride up my ob called and said my HCG was doing well (122,500 at 7 weeks) but my progesterone dropped from 20 to 13.5, even though i am still taking pills. he is concerned, but said since i have had a positive u/s and my hcg is going up we can still have a positive outcome. he said i should be in wait and see mode. the whole wedding weekend was ruined for me. i am now freaked out. i have an u/s tomrorow at 11:30. i am hopeful but prepared for the worst. on the good side, i am exhausted starving, nauseaus. i am just so mad. once again my child seems to be very healthy inside of me, growing and thriving, but it is my body that is failing. i have so many doubts about if i can do this. anyway know that I am here. please send me good vibes tomorrow. oh and my due date is now New Year's Eve, so I have been calling doodle bug "Evie" especially since I think its a girl.

Barbara