Hi everyone,

A selfish post.. Please read my announcement here: https://www.bellybelly.com.au/forums...ml#post2079128 Yes I have done it.. 1 day before my babies anniversary!! What bizzare timing.. Although I am not at the point of acceptance or the belief 'Things happen for a reason' This is definitely something that never would have happened had my babies been here.. Given the choice I would take my babies any day but if I have to deal with life without my bubs I may as well get a career out of it hey!! Now, about this TTC thing, I have decided to just let it be.. I am NOT using contraception and if I fall pregnant and have to drop out well so be it.. Otherwise I could spend the next 2 yrs TTC and in that time I could have finished.. Anyway, I am rambling, my emotions are all over the shop and I am feeling a little overwhelmed.. Ok going now!!