Hi Sarah

Hope you are feeling a bit better. I can certainly understand why you would be upset about having something so personal shared against your wishes. I won’t speak for you, but I can imagine that it would be difficult enough to come to terms with the FVL on top of the loss of Katelyn without having to worry about what other people are saying and thinking as well. You just don’t need any extra burdens to deal with at the moment, I’m sure. Hopefully now that more of your family do know, they will have some understanding of the anxiety you will be feeling during any future PG’s and will be able to support you through it. It might have even given them some insight to what you are going through and dealing with at the moment. I know that doesn’t make up for the way they found out but hopefully, rather than bringing you down during your next PG as you fear, they will be a bit more sensitive to the issues you will be facing.

I know it’s easy for me to say, but I’m sure that no one would be judging you or thinking that the FVL is something for you to be embarrassed about. While it’s frustrating and heartbreaking that your body hasn’t worked the way it was supposed to, I’m sure you would have done anything in your power to save little Katelyn had you known what was happening. Your love for her shows through in your posts and if I can see that through a computer, I’ll bet that anyone who knows you would see it too and would believe the same thing. As I said though, I know it’s easy for me to say and I certainly don’t want to tell you how to feel.

Anyway, I hope you are doing ok. Am thinking of you and sending you :hugs: