Sorry to hear about the bad dreams but i totally know what you mean. Last night i had this dream that there were two things at the bottom of the ocean that i was trying to save. I dived down and pulled them up at the same time and one was my grandad. He was lying in my arms (you know as if i was a lifesaver) and he looked exactly how he looked in his coffin (hat and all) all of a sudden he opened his eyes and i was crying and saying dont you leave me now grandad. Then Rowan came in and work me up before the dream got any further but i guess the other person i was trying to save had to be Katelyn i just didnt get to see it or couldnt let myself see it. The whole water thing might have something to do with watching 60 minutes on the titanic last night LOL.
I hope that you dreams are good ones. Not that mine was good. Do you want to talk to me about your feelings? I am more than willing to lend and ear if you need it. I want to try and support everyone as much as they are supporting me.
I havent spoken to my grandad or my aunty i guess i am a bit embarressed about having FVL. I dont really want to talk about with anyone hence the whole not telling thing. Im sure that they think everything will probably be fine it just wont be easy for me. Which is true i guess.
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