Thankyou for all your support and advice everyone it means so much to me and makes me feel less alone and gives me hope.
I took all of your advice and had the BT this afternoon. Although I didn't want to I didn't want the Dr hassling me about it or anything and I guess like you have said it will be like more closure that it is definately over and my body is doing what it's meant to. Plus the Dr wouldn't cancel the hospital or anything until she got the results and knew it was 100%.
As you mentioned Hoobly, I'm worried about the Dr wanting me to have a D&C. I don't want one, I'd rather it happened naturally. I hate hospitals and operations and anything like that and I feel like it would be much more traumatic for me if I had to have any of that. So I'm just everything goes ok and it takes care of itself. I won't let the Dr push me into it, or scare me into it! Which I was worried about coz when I was there yesterday she was already telling me about it and what would happen if I needed it. So I'm ready for that. lol, now that I'm all ready she probably won't even mention it.

So that's it, only 1 more needle hopefully, I hate them! And then an u/s when the bleeding stops the GP said. I think I'll go to a different place though, that place was bad. I was waiting for a while, busting to go to the loo coz of all the water I had to drink so I asked how much longer it would be and the receptionist said 1/2 hour and that I could go to the toilet and then drink more water. SO then the u/s guy comes out 2 mins later and DH had gone to get food so I had to go in by myself and started getting all teary coz DH wasn't there but they didn't care and wouldn't let someone else go first. Then the guy wasn't even nice, didn't even really talk to me and was annoyed coz he couldn't see anything coz my bladder was empty so I had to go back out and wait again to try after I'd had more water!! Then they couldn't even tell me how long it would be just said probably over an hour. Brilliant. Not a good day at all.

DH had the day off work today which was good. Better not to be alone but he has to go back tomorrow I'm just scared about what will happen now, I don't know when the bleeding will start or how bad it will be or if it will hurt a lot I hate all this waiting.

Whoa, ok, another long post.
Thankyou everyone for your kind words and support