Hello everyone.
Thankyou for all your replies.
Well, I am back from my holiday and it is all over, thank God.
I started bleeding a bit more on the Tuesday night before I left and then on the Thursday night it got really heavy and painful. I can not believe how painful it was, omg. It is the most painful thing I have ever felt, I almost went to the hospital b/c I thought it couldn't possibly be meant to be that bad and something must be wrong. But I decided not to b/c the bleeding wasn't really bad or anything. So I eventually got to sleep with a hot pack and DH rubbing my back and when I woke up in the morning the cramps were gone, thank god because I couldn't have taken any more of it. It was so painful that I felt like I was going to be sick and that's never happened to me before, lucky me. Now I'm worried about labour and I won't be able to handle it!! jeez.
Anyway, the Dr said I wouldn't see anything b/c the baby would be really small but then on the Saturday I went to the toilet and something came out! I was so scared b/c I thought it wouldn't be the baby and that something was wrong but it was too big just to be a clot or anything and it looked like kind of a sac or something. Anyway, I guess that was it
I am just so glad it's all over now, the bleeding has all stopped and I can move on. I can't wait to try again but I don't know when I should.
Thankyou all so much for your support and kind words, you really helped me through this tough time