I want updates from everyone! How are we all going?

How are our babies-in-waiting going?
How are our TTCers feeling?

Is anyone else playing the waiting-to-ttc game with me? Was it you Pak?

As for me, well I had a panic moment a few weeks back and actually told DH I didnt want anymore children. Im just so tired, physically and mentally these days (although I guess our situation influences that) and I just didnt feel I had anymore fight in me to ride the pregnancy merry-go-round again. I see newborn babies and my heart melts and breaks at the same time. He was really upset because I worked so hard convincing him to be cool with another baby (and he keeps mentioning "well and maybe one more" after that!) and then I go and yank it out from under him. But I worked through it, with the help of a couple of friends new babies, Im clucky but scared, which I suppose is normal. We'll definately go one more but if we have another miscarriage I am done. So Dh is home very soon and should be in time for the start of my cycle sooooooo we'll be TTC a little European souvenier