Hi everyone,
Just a quick and selfish post today I am sorry. I started reading all your messages above and realised I just wasn't taking it in. I am sorry and I will make it up to you all.

AFM- Yesterday was the day we looked back a year ago to when we first heard our DD's heartbeat and then shortly after told she was going to die. Today, 1 year ago is that day our lives changed so dramatically. You know when you look back and you think, at what 'point' did everything change? It was then. Before that moment, that day, we were filled with blissful joy, anticipation, love and such happiness. Pride too, we were so proud of DD, of us, of me.
Oh bu55er, i think i have to have a couple of goes at this. I will be back later.
I miss her so so much. xoxo